Testing.

On top of going to Microbiology class today, I studied for 3 1/2 hours for my microbiology test that is on Thursday. I have been studying the past weekend as well, taking notes on chapters, reading, etc. Our teacher gave us a study guide for this test of stuff we should know that will probably be on the test.

It's 10 pages long.

10!!!!!!

Are you freaking kidding me?

And today she said it's going to be 100 multiple choices questions and a couple bonus questions.

And YET, the study guide is 10 PAGES LONG?!!!

Grrr.

Like I said, I have studied for 3 1/2 hours on top of going to class today, and I feel like I have such.a.long.way.to.go before Thursday.

Kill me now.

Halloween

No, this isn't our costume, but it sure is adorable isn't it? She loves fairies.

I'm not sure what she should be for Halloween this year. Disney princess? Elmo? What? HELP.ME.

I don't want to buy a costume at the last minute like I have done for every Halloween since she was born.

Okay, this is just her THIRD Halloween, and she doesn't even know about it, but still.

P.S. I know how to upload pictures to the blog, so get readyyyy!

:Sigh:

So you know those days when you feel like somebody should give you the "Worst Mother of the Year" award? Yeah, I'm having one of those days, or nights, if you will.

I wish I could explain all of the things I did today, but neither you, nor I, have the time.

Let's just skip to the end of the day where I sucked at parenting.

It's bathtime, I'm going to get Miss Baby out of the bath, and I feel the carpeting is kind of wet. Yeah, she likes to get crazy with the water sometimes. She takes a bath in Grammy's bath cause taking a bath in the boys bathroom is ewww, gross. Well, there's carpeting in the bath area. So I get some towels and am soaking up the water that's on the floor. And AS I'M DOING THAT, she takes the a big bowl of water and dumps it right.where.I'm.cleaning.up.the.other.water. ON PURPOSE. (:insert annoying toddler laughter here:)

Mean Mommy Alert!

Lots of yelling, crying toddler, big scene.

And then somehow within FIVE minutes, I feel like the jerk.

What. EVER.

God makes em' cute for a reason....so that you can feel realllllly, reallllly bad when you are impatient with them.

Thanks God.

Note To Self.

Stop reading blogs from parents whose children have died in tragic accidents or after suffering for years from some debilitating disease, like cancer.

Some people can read these blogs and go about their daily lives.

You.are.not.one.of.them.

Worms

I am writng this blog from the computer in our computer room. It is not a laptop. My mom's laptop has a worm and won't connect to the internet for whatever evil reason. This makes me a very sad blogging girl.

Why, you ask?

Because when I blog I like to be resting comfortably on a couch, not sitting upright at a desk, in an uncomfortable spinning chair that my 2 1/2 year old attempts to spin while I'm.typing.

So if my blogs seems a little less sweet, just know it's because my mom's laptop is still incognito.

I have many more things to say, but a frozen pizza has to be put in an oven, so I shall bear my soul later tonight.

Season Premieres

I really can not handle the amount of new television that has bombarded my DVR lately. She is really getting a workout with all the recording she has to do.

Let's make a list of all the shows I WANT to watch this fall:

One Tree Hill
Law & Order: SVU
Grey's Anatomy
House
Ugly Betty
Pushing Daisies

I'm sure there are more that have not premiered yet, that will be added to my DVR list.

Here's what I'm wondering: How will I EVER get any homework done?

Stupid tv, stop coming out with shows I lurve. Between you and the computer, I'm gonna FAIL at life this semester. At least one of my classes is online so I can multi-task with that one.

Also, is it just me or are there some really A-MAZING movies coming out soon?

Okay good, I thought it was just me.

I probably won't see any of them until they come out on DVD though. I'll probably only go to the theater to see High School Musical 3. It will be Gabriella's very first movie theatre experience, and every time we see a commercial for it, we dance up and down in gleeful anticipation. Yes, I mean WE. I'm excited to see the frickin' movie. It's musical theatre for God's sake. BAD BAD BAD musical theatre, but musical theatre nonetheless.

I think I gave Gabriella the musical theatre lover gene when I was baking her in my tummeh. Seriously, she was watching HSM 2 tonight before her bath, and she was standing up dancing and singing (granted she only could sing the last words of the phrases but hey, she's trying). But when I came in to get down with her, I was told "Shhh" and "Go"

Somebody should tell her I used to rock that stage pre-her. We have the tapes for evidence. But whatever, I'm a mom, which means I have un-cool stamped on my forehead.

Psh.

Prokaryotic & Eukaryotic Cell Anatomy

Is officially the most boring thing to read about. EVER.

It just SOUNDS boring doesn't it??

That could be why it's taking me so long to get through the chapter. Good thing there are pictures that take up an entire page. The chapter is only 35.pages.long. Grr. This book averages 20 pages a chapter and I take book notes while I read so it takes me a day or 2 to read and take notes on a chapter. This one will take longer I fear. :sigh:

On the bright side, it's the last chapter that needs to be read for the first microbiology test I have next Thursday. After I finish, I can study, study, study and get myself an A on that biotch. Or study and pray for a curve. Lol.

I had everything done and Gabriella in bed by 8:40 tonight. And I had my shower too since I let boo take a shower with me tonight. I'm officially a rockstar. Seriously, though, 8:40 is GREAT for us. I tend to get up later with her because I don't like waking up in the mornings. That pushes the WHOLE DAY back for me, but I can't help it. If I wasn't a single mom, and I don't know, had some help in doing the bagillion things I do every day, I would probably get up earlier than I do. But I don't.

On a funnier note, I woke up to Finding Nemo today on my tv. Apparently, my boo knows how to turn her own DVD's on without me. I rolled over and she was sitting there in my bed giggling. Then she looked at me and said "Fishfies" (fishies) in her sweet little kid voice.

There's nothing sweeter to wake up to than that, folks.

Bedtime. Talk to you after class tomorrow!

Introductions

For those of you who don't know me, I just thought I would share a little about myself so you can get to know me better.

I'm 23, a single mom of a 2 1/2 year old little girl who makes my world go round. I am also a student currently working on my nursing degree at a local community college. I live at home with my parents 2 brothers, 2 dogs, and a cat. It's a zoo, I know. My parents are currently helping me out with the financial aspect of taking care of my daughter so I can get my degree in school and still have time to spend with my little princess. That makes me a very lucky single mommy, and I feel thankful every day for having the family that I do.

Even though we're all pretty insane. But we're theatre people, so insanity goes with the territory.

I'm also pro-life, which is actually how I got started with this whole blogging thing. I started commenting on pro-life blogs, and got to know lots of other people with blogs, so I decided to start my own. Lots of people told me I should start my own, so now I'm finally doing that.

I'm not sure what I really want to use this blog for yet. I'm going to hopefully acquire my own style as the time goes on and I get better at this, but for now, I'm still trying to figure it all out. Kind of like with my life.

I guess that's all for the moment, does anybody know how I can post pictures in my posts? I'm not sure how to do that, but would like to.

Addiction

Most people who realize they have an internet addiction attempt to be on the computer less. You know, do something else with their time so they aren't always on the internet.

Me, I make a blog.

That's just how I get down. I have a MySpace and Facebook I could write stuff on, but I wanted to join the blogosphere. What can I say? I'm a follower.

I watched the 2nd Pirates of the Caribbean movie tonight, and it might have been cause I was half watching the movie and half reading blogs, but I thought it was really stupid. Except for Orlando Bloom. He is definitely not stupid. He is beautiful to look at. I could look at him all.day.long.

Can you tell I haven't had a date in 3 years?